Wednesday .. yep no more no less just Wednesday

Hi there, ok so after 3 weeks of continuing to try and buy this house with my 'new' husband we are a week and a half from being homeless as we have to be out of the house we are in and WE STILL are waiting to finalize our closing on the new house.
So, if God doesn't give us more than we can handle, boy howdy he is pushing me to a place I don't know if I can return. I think most of us are doing the best we can today to just make it till the next day and boy I have to tell you if it wasnt' for my sister and a little medicine from my "head" doc today would have gone a WHOLE other way.

So as I lay in bed at the end of another nutty day I know that tomorrow will be better, it is always better while you sleep and wake up, and to be honest its up to us as well to look at it in a happy way, yep that is what i keep telling myself, tomorrow is better so lets use that as our focus at least for now.

Much love.....C

Why am I so tired, hmmmmmmmmm

Yes my son took this picture of me this morning, yes that is me with my dog, ok one of them , that thinks I am his pillow. Now i love my dog but I think this shows more than ever that I an the Goddess of Enablers.

I can't even get my dog to get off me because then I feel bad, yah, that bad. Anyhow, on to non dog items for now:

I actually started to see the sun through the clouds breaking up and making me feel better. THANK GOD he gives us good days, we so need them when it is all hitting the fan and we feel like we are drowning we pop up for some fresh air to keep us sane.

From Scooter my selfish dog and me who is just plain old crazy, much love.

Crazy is as Crazy does!

Ok, it is time for me to vent and finally talk about what us, females, have dealt with, put up with and are diagnosed with.
Panic Attacks: check
Depressed: check
Mood Swings: check
Anxious: check

I admit it, it is true, I do fell and have all of the above, BUT WHO DOESN'T?????

They use as drug dummies putting us on an array of anti-depressants, mood levelers, and ok I admit Xanax is a good one, but that is beside the point.

Oh, ya ADD let me get back on track, doesn't every women go through this? Don't we all just want to feel like we are OK with the way we are without feeling guilty all the time about being crazy.

My question of the day, please be anonymous but does any other woman, teen, girl feel this way??